GOD

11/08/2004

I HAVE to get a new a new template. This one is so erratic.. I miss my simple Eris design. Damn orion reviews for calling me simplistic and making feel like I had to change. I'm so sorry, Dear Diary. I promise to go back to the way things were before, or at least change back into a simplistic way that makes me feel more at ease. It only took a little while to realize the thing I loved so much I'd actually hated immensly.

I'm restless. I need to do something (someone) productive (sexy).

Electric becons destroy the pretty stars that guided us so easily into the depths of hell.

I feel neurotic and displaced. All things go round and round inside at the same time. They've no plans of stopping. I can't focus on anything, I feel scattered. If I lay down, I figet and get too warm or begin to freeze and then sweat. Nothing make since and I feel I feel I feel I feel I can't STOP. Everything goes on and all I want to do is listen to Shawn Persinger or Incubus and make everything else fade away. I feel rushed I feel I feel I feel lost empty hungry curious Josh happy go lucky come back Madonna scatter ashes Disney Phillip why why why why I feel I feel I feel gone here goodbye.

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